Runner Remains Determined After Stormy Boston Marathon

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Extreme weather ended her run at 22 miles, but marathoner Julia Buck is still on track to raise funds for people who need prosthetics.
Photo by: Katherine Jurgens

Neither Rain nor Wind nor Hail nor… well, ok, maybe Hypothermia

By Katherine Jurgens

EAST HAVEN, CT — Battering rain and a brush with hypothermia pulled the Boston Marathon’s finish line out of her reach, but this local runner is still on track to raise funds for a charity that helps people who can’t afford prosthetics.

Julia Buck, 39, an East Haven resident and regional manager of four Southern Connecticut Planet Fitness centers entered April 16th’s Boston Marathon to raise funds for 50Legs, an organization that helps amputees gain the prosthetics and care they need but cannot afford.

She’d trained and fundraised diligently, running 20 to 3 miles a week, steadily preparing for the marathon’s grueling 26.2-mile course – even as her crowdrise page inspired visitors to contribute nearly $5,000 toward the $7,500 she’s pledged on 50Legs behalf.

“The theme of this year’s marathon was ‘Together Forward,’” said Buck. “That means being strong, cohesive, supporting one another. And, remember, this year was also the 5th Anniversary of the Boston Marathon Bombing so that awareness was part of the day, too. We’re strong and we’re moving forward together, overcoming obstacles as runners, as a community, a world.”

As for the obstacles Mother Nature imposed on this year’s brutally wet and cold marathon?

“With runners the comradery is always there,” said Buck, recently back from Boston yet still thrumming with excitement. “But this time I felt it a lot more, because of the anniversary but also the weather. Everybody was helping each other out, sharing ponchos, extra rain caps, foot covers. Runners brought stuff for each other and shared tips on how to get through the worst of it.”

With the worst yet to come…

“At first it was off and on rain,” said Buck. “Then it worsened into a steady torrential rain, at one-point hail! And there was a 15 to 20 mph headwind the entire time, with gusts up to 30!” Her eyes widened with the memory. “It felt like being blown backwards and when we reached Newton Hills the road was a river, running back at you.”

According to Boston Athletic Association: this was the “coldest Boston Marathon in 30 years, with 1,298 runners seeking medical treatment along the course, 922 at the finish line and 80 in the hospital. Hypothermia accounted for most of the encounters, with most cases occurring between the 13 and 18-mile mark.

ESPN reporter Aishwarya Kumar, @kumaraishwarya, tweeted this report about the weather’s toll on the runners.

 

Yet in the end, 95.5 percent of the 26,948 runners who started the race finished it, including American Desiree Linden, 34, who won the women’s race with a 2:38:54 finish and Yuki Kawauchi, 31, of Japan who crossed the men’s race finish line at 2:15:58.

photo credit: @bostonmarathon

Buck had started her bid to cross that line at 11 a.m., joining the approximately 7,000 other rain-plastered entrants who comprised the marathon’s fourth wave – a wave rolling away into the onslaught of heavy wet weather and near freezing temperatures that harried them the entire course.

“The weather broke through my layers around mile 20,” said Buck. “I was wearing compression capris to trap body heat, a wicking tee shirt under a long sleeve shirt, a running jacket that was supposed to be water proof and one of those clear, light-weight plastic ponchos over everything else. I even wore a shower-cap I kept in place with a head band. But I was chilled and soaked through.”

Still she ran and slogged and willed her way forward. “I just focused on what I was there for, for all the people 50legs has helped. I kept think I’m only doing this for a few hours. It’s gruel but so much less than what other people go through; their struggles in life. It’s what kept me going those 22 miles.”

Twenty-two miles…

Because heartfelt grit can only take you so far and Mile 21 found Buck hobbled by a cramp and grinding to a halt.

“I had slowed down because of an awful cramp in my hamstring,” she said. “It was curling my toes it hurt so much.” She pursed her lips and shook her head. “Slowing down’s what got me.”

Buck said her body could no longer generate enough heat to compensate for the elements. “I was losing heat faster than I could generate it. I couldn’t stop shivering, felt the beginnings of disorientation and my hands were numb. There were medical stations every mile and I felt I wouldn’t make the next one.”

As she detoured into the nearest medical tent, her race-watch clocked her 22-mile effort at 3 hours 54 seconds.

Quinnipiac University assistant athletic trainer Sara MacDonough-Civitello was one of the ATC (Athletic Trainer Certified) Boston Marathon medical volunteers working in the tents that day. Though she didn’t encounter Buck, she said, “I treated many runners with symptoms of hypothermia that day and I am sorry to hear the many stories of those derailed from finishing due to its symptoms.”

MacDonough-Civitello, who also teaches Emergency Management of Athletic Trauma within Quinnipiac University’s Athletic Department, explained, “Hypothermia occurs when your temperature falls below 95 degrees. The exhaustion that comes from exertion related to running 26.2 miles against the resistance associated with the winds that day only exacerbated the effects of the cold, further contributing to the hypothermic conditions for many runners.”

She continued, “Running a marathon in optimal conditions is grueling at best. What runners experienced in this race was literally the perfect storm of the worst conditions – ideal for hypothermia. I even treated a runner with a core temperature of 88 degrees. “He did not speak English, so communicating and evaluating added to the element of the marathon atmosphere. Thank goodness for Google Translator, warm bullion and warming blankets!”

 

Runners affected by the cold were wrapped in Mylar Heat Shields. photo credit: @bostonmarathon

 

Buck found similar concern and care at the tent she sheltered in. “They said once you’re soaked all the way through your body heat can’t stay in. It dissipates faster than you can generate it and your core body temperature drops. I was at the beginning stages of that but they warmed me up with blankets and a mylar heat shield. It took half an hour for me to warm up.”

As she sat recovering, Buck watched another woman slough off her blankets and nip back onto the course. Did she consider following?

“Yes. I thought, ‘Let’s try and get warmed up and go back out there.’ But I had nothing dry. And then the weather turned even worse.”

She smiled pragmatically. “Walking the last four miles would’ve taken an hour. In those conditions. In that wind.”

In the end, the fitness manager’s professional disposition won through. “I knew I had done everything in my power to prepare with nutrition, hydration, rest. It was literally out of my control. It was out of my hands.”

Yet still on her parents’ minds…

Julia Buck’s parents, Anne and Peter Buck, of Weybridge, Vermont, followed their daughter’s progress on the Boston Marathon’s track a runner smart-phone app.

Anne, 67, said, “I was more nervous than Julia was. I kept watching the little green arrow every five minutes and then every half hour, wondering, ‘Where is she now? Where is she now? Okay, yes, okay and…then just as she got toward the end it didn’t move at all. I thought, ‘What’s going on?’ I was about to call her when her older sister, Amy, relayed the message: ‘Everything’s okay but Julia had to stop.’ Amy was also tracking her on the app. She was able to get through and then told us about the hypothermia.”

Julia’s father, Peter Buck, 69, said he wasn’t surprised his daughter got as far as she did despite the weather. “She’s pretty determined once she sets her mind to something. We’re proud of her. And it was very nice of her to do that. To raise money for amputees. She did a good job under the circumstances. Thinking of everyone running that day, and that wind and as cold as it was. It’s a tough deal. I don’t know how any of the runners did it to be honest.”

Anne continued, “I was so glad she had the sense to stop. She put so much into this and yes, she reached her lifelong goal. She ran. Maybe she didn’t’ finish but she ran the Boston Marathon and in the worst weather. I’m proud to say the least.”

 

Julia Buck locates her name among the runners who braved the worst Boston Marathon weather in three decades.
photo: Katherine Jurgens

According to Boston Athletic Association: this was the “coldest Boston Marathon in 30 years, with 1,298 runners seeking medical treatment on-course, 922 at the finish line and 80 in the hospital. Hypothermia accounted for most of the encounters, with most cases occurring between the 13 and 18-mile mark. Yet in the end, 95.5 percent of the 26,948 runners who started the race finished it.

Reflecting on the experience, Julia Buck said, “I didn’t finish but it was my best experience in a marathon ever. As far as feeling the whole community, the support, Boston is incredible. They said with the weather it was a third of the normal spectator’s turnout but I can’t imagine the cheers and support being even louder than it was the support was just incredible.”

Those still interested in supporting Buck’s fundraising goal have until May 4th to contribute to her 50Legs crowdrise page: https:www.crowdrise.com/o/en/campaign/2018-these-legs-get-legs-boston-marathon-team/juliaabuck.

Checks can be mailed to: 50 Legs in 50 Days, P.O. Box 1086 Lithia, FL 33547. Check Memo: Julia Buck Boston. Donation jars can be found at the front desks of the Planet Fitness gyms Bucks manages in East Haven, Hamden, Branford and Guilford.

 

 

A shorter version of Katherine Jurgens’ article originally appeared in the New Haven Register on Monday, April 30th. 

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Boston Marathoner Raising Funds & Awareness for Those who Need Prosthetics

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By: Katherine Jurgens

Connecticut – What mantra or mental strategy might fuel a runner along a marathon’s grueling course? What key belief might repeat through her head until it reels her across the line that marks the 26th mile’s end?

“Think how good it will feel when I finish!” Julia Buck assures with a heartfelt grin.

Buck, 39, an East Haven, Connecticut resident and regional manager of four Southern Connecticut Planet Fitness centers, might be partly kidding about the mantra but she’s wholly dedicated to the hope that will tag along with it: Think how good others will feel as she competes in the 122nd annual Boston Marathon on April 16.

Because when Buck dons race bib #28795 she will be embarking on a bid to raise funds and awareness for 50Legs, a charity that helps amputees gain the prosthetics and care they need but can’t afford.

50Legs Fundraising Coordinator Tiffany Wells explained, “Some of our prosthetic recipients are people with very little means. We’re ready to help them with airfare getting to our facility in Florida, plus their hotel stays and prosthetics fittings.” She added, “our organization has helped 278 amputees since it was founded in 2011, including some of the Boston Marathon Bombing victims.”

This year marks the 5th Anniversary of the domestic terror attack that killed three people and wounded 264 when two homemade bombs detonated near the finish line of the April 15, 2013 Boston Marathon. More than a dozen of those wounded lost a limb.

Reflecting on that, Buck said, “I see running as a gift. To run for others who can’t run now but maybe, with the help of this incredible, inspiring organization, might be able to someday? That’s exciting.”

She emphasized, “But I’m more excited than nervous. At the start line I’ll tell myself this is the moment you’ve worked your butt off for. You’ve made it! Now get to the finish line and be in the moment and just be happy.”

Because, though this will be the long distance runner’s fifth marathon[i], it’s the one race Buck has always dreamed of entering.

“I went to Lasell College in Massachusetts and while I was there I fell in love with the whole spirit of the Boston Marathon. It’s been a huge goal of mine to qualify and partake in that spirit.”

But it was the life-altering accident of a family friend that inspired her to “turn a dream into something more meaningful.”

Buck related the story of Chris Galbreath; an Afghanistan War army veteran who earned a purple heart and an honorable discharge after his Stryker armored combat vehicle was blown apart by a 2,000-pound I.E.D (Improvised Explosive Device) in Afghanistan’s Arghandab River Valley in 2010.

“He recovered from his injuries,” she said, “returned to his family and home in Gig Harbor, Washington…only to lose his leg as he crossed the road to take a bus to work in September, 2016.”

As the Buck and Galbreath families happen to be close, Julia made a point of following the Go Fund Me page dedicated to the gravely wounded veteran, his wife and their five children.

Though Galbreath received his prosthetic leg and care from the Veterans Administration, Buck said keeping track of his progress led her to the stories of other amputees who lacked the resources to receive the prosthetics they need.

“That’s how I learned this incredible, inspiring organization was looking for runners to mark the 5th Anniversary of the Boston Marathon Bombing,” she said. “I’m excited to be part of something that helps amputees return to an active lifestyle. One that not only brings normalcy back to their daily routine, but restores the confidence they need to lead their lives.”

Speaking from his home in Gig Harbor, Galbreath said, “I cried when I heard Julia’s doing this. She’s a great lady and it’s real sweet. You see, people know my story through Facebook and news coverage and they’ve helped a lot. But then, there’re other people who need prosthetics and nobody knows their story. Or maybe people do know but not enough of them care. The fact that I could be the catalyst by which someone helps those people?” He paused. “That’s a good thing.”

photo credit: “Wounded Warrior Chris Galbreath gofundme.com.”

And Buck joins a team of people intent on contributing to a “good thing.” Wells said, “50Legs is blessed to have runners for each of the 20 Race Bibs we were awarded by the Boston Athletic Association. Everyone participating on our behalf commits to raising a minimum $6,000, so, with 20 runners, we can hope to raise $120,000.” She added that 78 percent of all funds raised go directly to prosthetics recipients with the rest applied to overhead and operating costs.

As for Buck’s stated $7,500 fundraising effort, her colleagues and family have no doubt she’ll prove a winner.

Mike Katz Jr., co-owner of a Planet Fitness gym in Branford, Connecticut, said Buck’s determination to run for 50Legs defines her approach to life. “She’s just a grinder!”

Buck combines weekly 20-30 mile runs, indoors and out,
with strength and cross-training workouts, a combination
designed to achieve overall endurance.
photo: kjurgens(c)2018

“I’ve worked with Julie for 13 years and I can tell you gives 110-percent. And she dedicates that kind of effort, that level of preparation, to everything she does, whether it’s work or a workout or a marathon. The last race she ran? She finished with broken bones in her feet. Nothing will stop her,” he said. “Her whole approach is ‘Go at it with excellence’ or not at all.”

Buck’s sister, Amy Buck-Churchill, 42, of Leicester, Vermont, is also a runner and a life-long athlete. In fact she, Julia and their oldest sister, Sarah Buck King, of Gig Harbor, WA., each distinguished themselves as forwards and centers during their various years playing lacrosse and field hockey for Vermont’s Middlebury Union High School.

“We’re very close and when Julia’s able to make it home to Vermont we train together.” As it happens, Buck-Churchill can’t make it to Boston the weekend of this year’s marathon, but she has every confidence her younger sister will achieve her goal.

“She’s got a winning spirit and when she has it in her mind she’s going to do something she’s all in. She will complete this marathon even if she has to crawl across that finish line. That’s the spirit she has in her. She’s pretty much unstoppable. “

Even so, what about those grim weather days when even a dedicated fitness professional finds it tempting to give training a miss?

“Sure, there’re days I don’t want to train but then I look at one of the videos of children trying out their new legs at 50Legs and it’s incredibly inspiring.

Checking in on the stories of the people we’re helping leaves me feeling like, “Push through, suck it up, get out and do it! When you can’t run with your legs and your lungs are giving out, just run with your heart. Just go! That’s what takes you through to the end!

 

Those interested in helping Buck reach her fundraising goal or in learning more about 50Legs should visit: https://www.crowdrise.com/o/en/campaign/2018-these-legs-get-legs-boston-marathon-team/juliaabuck.

Checks can be mailed to: 50 Legs In 50 Days, P.O. Box 1086 Lithia, FL 33547. Check Memo: Julia Buck Boston. Donation jars can be found on the front desks of the Planet Fitness gyms Bucks manages in East Haven, Hamden, Branford and Guildford.

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This article first appeared in the New Haven Register on 3/25/18

 

[i] Buck completed her first marathon in 4 hours and 13 seconds as she raised funds for a Leukemia and Lymphoma charity during the 2002 Walt Disney World Marathon. Her more recent marathons and finishing times are as follows: October 2014 Hartford 3:51, October 2016 Hartford 4:14 and December 2017 Kiawah Island, SC 4:12.

Boston Marathoner Running to Raise Funds and Awareness for People who need Prosthetics

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Connecticut – What mantra or mental strategy might fuel a runner along a marathon’s grueling course? What key belief might repeat through her head until it reels her across the line that marks the 26th mile’s end?

“Think how good it will feel when I finish!” Julia Buck assures with a heartfelt grin.

Buck, 39, an East Haven, Connecticut resident and regional manager of four Southern Connecticut Planet Fitness centers, might be partly kidding about the mantra but she’s wholly dedicated to the hope that will tag along with it: Think how good others will feel as she competes in the 122nd annual Boston Marathon on April 16.

Because when Buck dons race bib #28795 she will be embarking on a bid to raise funds and awareness for 50Legs, a charity that helps amputees gain the prosthetics and care they need but can’t afford.

50Legs Fundraising Coordinator Tiffany Wells explained, “Some of our prosthetic recipients are people with very little means. We’re ready to help them with airfare getting to our facility in Florida, plus their hotel stays and prosthetics fittings.” She added, “our organization has helped 278 amputees since it was founded in 2011, including some of the Boston Marathon Bombing victims.”

This year marks the 5th Anniversary of the domestic terror attack that killed three people and wounded 264 when two homemade bombs detonated near the finish line of the April 15, 2013 Boston Marathon. More than a dozen of those wounded lost a limb.

Reflecting on that, Buck said, “I see running as a gift. To run for others who can’t run now but maybe, with the help of this incredible, inspiring organization, might be able to someday? That’s exciting.”

She emphasized, “But I’m more excited than nervous. At the start line I’ll tell myself this is the moment you’ve worked your butt off for. You’ve made it! Now get to the finish line and be in the moment and just be happy.”

Because, though this will be the long distance runner’s fifth marathon[i], it’s the one race Buck has always dreamed of entering.

“I went to Lasell College in Massachusetts and while I was there I fell in love with the whole spirit of the Boston Marathon. It’s been a huge goal of mine to qualify and partake in that spirit.”

But it was the life-altering accident of a family friend that inspired her to “turn a dream into something more meaningful.”

Buck related the story of Chris Galbreath; an Afghanistan War army veteran who earned a purple heart and an honorable discharge after his Stryker armored combat vehicle was blown apart by a 2,000-pound I.E.D (Improvised Explosive Device) in Afghanistan’s Arghandab River Valley in 2010.

“He recovered from his injuries,” she said, “returned to his family and home in Gig Harbor, Washington…only to lose his leg as he crossed the road to take a bus to work in September, 2016.”

As the Buck and Galbreath families happen to be close, Julia made a point of following the Go Fund Me page dedicated to the gravely wounded veteran, his wife and their five children.

Though Galbreath received his prosthetic leg and care from the Veterans Administration, Buck said keeping track of his progress led her to the stories of other amputees who lacked the resources to receive the prosthetics they need.

“That’s how I learned this incredible, inspiring organization was looking for runners to mark the 5th Anniversary of the Boston Marathon Bombing,” she said. “I’m excited to be part of something that helps amputees return to an active lifestyle. One that not only brings normalcy back to their daily routine, but restores the confidence they need to lead their lives.”

Speaking from his home in Gig Harbor, Galbreath said, “I cried when I heard Julia’s doing this. She’s a great lady and it’s real sweet. You see, people know my story through Facebook and news coverage and they’ve helped a lot. But then, there’re other people who need prosthetics and nobody knows their story. Or maybe people do know but not enough of them care. The fact that I could be the catalyst by which someone helps those people?” He paused. “That’s a good thing.”

photo credit: “Wounded Warrior Chris Galbreath gofundme.com.”

And Buck joins a team of people intent on contributing to a “good thing.” Wells said, “50Legs is blessed to have runners for each of the 20 Race Bibs we were awarded by the Boston Athletic Association. Everyone participating on our behalf commits to raising a minimum $6,000, so, with 20 runners, we can hope to raise $120,000.” She added that 78 percent of all funds raised go directly to prosthetics recipients with the rest applied to overhead and operating costs.

As for Buck’s stated $7,500 fundraising effort, her colleagues and family have no doubt she’ll prove a winner.

Mike Katz Jr., co-owner of a Planet Fitness gym in Branford, Connecticut, said Buck’s determination to run for 50Legs defines her approach to life. “She’s just a grinder!”

Buck combines weekly 20-30 mile runs, indoors and out,
with strength and cross-training workouts, a combination
designed to achieve overall endurance.
photo: kjurgens(c)2018

“I’ve worked with Julie for 13 years and I can tell you gives 110-percent. And she dedicates that kind of effort, that level of preparation, to everything she does, whether it’s work or a workout or a marathon. The last race she ran? She finished with broken bones in her feet. Nothing will stop her,” he said. “Her whole approach is ‘Go at it with excellence’ or not at all.”

Buck’s sister, Amy Buck-Churchill, 42, of Leicester, Vermont, is also a runner and a life-long athlete. In fact she, Julia and their oldest sister, Sarah Buck King, of Gig Harbor, WA., each distinguished themselves as forwards and centers during their various years playing lacrosse and field hockey for Vermont’s Middlebury Union High School.

“We’re very close and when Julia’s able to make it home to Vermont we train together.” As it happens, Buck-Churchill can’t make it to Boston the weekend of this year’s marathon, but she has every confidence her younger sister will achieve her goal.

“She’s got a winning spirit and when she has it in her mind she’s going to do something she’s all in. She will complete this marathon even if she has to crawl across that finish line. That’s the spirit she has in her. She’s pretty much unstoppable. “

Even so, what about those grim weather days when even a dedicated fitness professional finds it tempting to give training a miss?

“Sure, there’re days I don’t want to train but then I look at one of the videos of children trying out their new legs at 50Legs and it’s incredibly inspiring.

Checking in on the stories of the people we’re helping leaves me feeling like, “Push through, suck it up, get out and do it! When you can’t run with your legs and your lungs are giving out, just run with your heart. Just go! That’s what takes you through to the end!

 

Those interested in helping Buck reach her fundraising goal or in learning more about 50Legs should visit: https://www.crowdrise.com/o/en/campaign/2018-these-legs-get-legs-boston-marathon-team/juliaabuck.

Checks can be mailed to: 50 Legs In 50 Days, P.O. Box 1086 Lithia, FL 33547. Check Memo: Julia Buck Boston. Donation jars can be found on the front desks of the Planet Fitness gyms Bucks manages in East Haven, Hamden, Branford and Guildford.

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[i] Buck completed her first marathon in 4 hours and 13 seconds as she raised funds for a Leukemia and Lymphoma charity during the 2002 Walt Disney World Marathon. Her more recent marathons and finishing times are as follows: October 2014 Hartford 3:51, October 2016 Hartford 4:14 and December 2017 Kiawah Island, SC 4:12.

Support Your Local Scientist – and the Value of Scientific Inquiry

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Three of the March for Science New Haven organizers: Dr. Becky Carlyle, Dr. Nadia Ayala-Lopez and Dr. Katerina Politi
photo by: K Jurgens

 

“Experts are Not The Enemy” 

Story by: Katherine Jurgens

A glare of eagles, a wisdom of owls – a collaboration of scientists! A group of local scientists have grown so determined to counter what they identify as a “growing climate of anti-science bias” they’ve organized New Haven’s version of the upcoming national Science March DC.

While headliners like Bill Nye the Science Guy and whistle blowers like Flint Michigan’s Dr. Mona-Hanna-Attisha rally educators, students and concerned citizens at the March for Science on the National Mall in Washington D.C. this Earth Day, five local researchers will lead a concurrent New Haven March for Science satellite march on the same day, Saturday, April 22

The New Haven rally kicks off with a celebratory Community Science Fair at 1 p.m. at College Woods in East Rock Park, 41 Cold Spring Street.  “It’s going to feature fun field experiments and interactive science demonstrations,” said March for Science New Haven organizer, Dr. Becky Carlyle.

“There’re going to be ‘story tables’ where local scientists share their personal experiences as researchers and innovators,” continued Dr. Carlyle. “We’re going to tell our stories, put a human face on our work, so everybody can understand ‘experts are not the enemy.’ We’re here to help. So come along inspired! Follow your curiosity.”

And lend an ear as Greater New Haven educators, researchers, innovators and environmental leaders take to the event’s speaker’s stage at 2 p.m., their words meaning to espouse the excitement of research and discovery and the every day value of critical thinking, reasoned analysis and evidence-based governance versus “alternative facts.”

Toward that end, Connecticut State Department of Energy and Environmental Protection Commissioner Rob Klee will also address the rally.

A CT DEEP spokesman said Commissioner Klee is speaking at the rally “because science is the foundation of effective environmental initiatives to protect public health and natural resources. And, in our current era, it seems like the very notion of science and the validly of data and the critical information it provides is under attack. So, it is important to remind everyone of the importance of science in building a strong, prosperous, health and equitable society for the future.”

The march will flow out from the rally, leaving East Rock Park at approximately 3 p.m., to meander along the Elm City’s blossom-adorned streets for about a mile and a half before fetching up at intersection of Livingston Street and Cold Spring Street.

 

Route details and a full list of speakers, activities and volunteer opportunities are available at March for Science New Haven. Organizers say signs and banners are most definitely welcome and thinking caps are recommended for all.

“Talk to as many scientists as possible,” encouraged Dr. Carlyle. “We want scientists and the general public to mix and communicate, for people to feel encouraged to ask questions.”

It’s a sentiment shared by the four other March organizers, Dr. Diane Krause, Dr. Katerina Politi, Dr Valerie Horsley (all researching and teaching at YALE School of Medicine) and Andrea T McCarthy, an Environmental Sciences graduate student at New Haven University.

Interestingly, even as  Dr. Carlyle’s scientific research at Yale University School of Medicine’s psychiatry focuses on the molecular processes the brain uses to strengthen connections involved in memory formation, the goals of the March work to strengthen communications between scientists and the general public.

(c) photo credit: LabRoots

 

Dr. Carlyle said, “We’re marching to challenge the current idea that people, the public, are no longer interested in what scientists, experts, have to say. This idea that our country’s better off making policy based on gut decisions. We’re marching to say: ‘Experts’ are not the enemy.’”

Dr. Krause, a Professor of Laboratory Medicine and Associate Director of the Yale Stem Cell Center added, “I have always had a love of science and ‘the scientific method,’ but now I’m motivated by the current groundswell of political activism. I am determined to be an outspoken champion for the cause of ‘evidence-based policies.’ Science is critical for our individual and national health and security. Our voices must be heard.”

All five researchers contend the basic processes of discovery and innovation – critical thinking and analysis – “transcend special interests.” As Dr. Krause said, “Our political process requires all of us, not only academics but all the electorate, to get behind the important issues that touch everyone – science, health care, public arts and education.”

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Another March organizer, Dr. Katerina Politi stressed, “People should be marching because science affects our daily lives, from the moment we get up in the morning to the moment we go to sleep at night. Everything around us and everything we do is related to science and progress in science. I am also marching because it is important we continue to support science so we can train and prepare the next generation of students to make the discoveries that will transform the world in the future.” Dr. Politi is an assistant professor, researcher and cancer biologist at Yale Department of Pathology.

Her colleague, Dr. Nadia Ayala-Lopez, a Yale School of Medicine leukemia researcher, added, “I believe everyone should march because science is how we make better decisions about our health and how we are able to take care of the environment and without science we’re not going to know how to do these things.”

Dr. Carlyle continued, “We need science for pretty much every problem that we face as a species,” continued Dr. Carlyle, “from global warming, to fighting diseases and epidemics …essentially all the challenges we face going forward as a species. But the biggest challenge may be getting people to recognize these challenges exist, that we’re facing them in the near future – and that they’re all connected.”

McCarthy added, “Scientific research is what propels many advancements and improvements in our country and across the world. Without the backbone of basic research, our society would stagnate. Education would suffer. The United States would lose its leadership and prestige worldwide. And many people and companies in science may leave for other countries where there are jobs and funding, damaging the US economy. These effects impact all citizens no matter their politics. Science facts are nonpartisan – they apply to everyone.”

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The environmental science student continued, “I am hoping that the March for Science will encourage scientists to try harder to engage and excite the public into understanding how the scientific process works, how people can participate in citizen science projects and be more aware of how much of their lives depend on and are enhanced by scientific research.”

“I want people who join the march to come away inspired,” concluded Dr. Carlyle. “I want them to see there’s really great stuff going on right here in New Haven with science. Anyone can approach us. Get involved. Ask us to speak at a community center. There’s hundreds of us here and we’re ready to help.”

 

 

“…the dreams of trees unfold”

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Sometimes a tree has roots that grow deeper than CT DEEP perceives. The Hickory as it once stood in a meadow at the northern end of WRRSP photo by Nancy Specht, Hamden CT

Sometimes a tree has roots that grow deeper than CT DEEP perceives. 
photo by Nancy Specht, Hamden CT

 

You can’t chop down a community’s nearly hundred-year-old heritage tree and act surprised when people get stirred up and angry.

 

 

Seriously, you cannot ENTirely expect people to put up and shut up after you’ve destroyed the perfectly healthy Hickory they’ve grown up calling “The Dream Tree,” their “confidant,” and “friend.”

 

Longtime park goer Kathy Hoyt is among many who cherished "The Dream Tree" photo supplied by K Hoyt

Longtime park goer Kathy Hoyt is among many who cherished “The Dream Tree”  photo supplied by K Hoyt

 

Except, placidly submitting to its will seems to be exactly what the Connecticut Department of Energy and Environmental Protection expects West Rock Ridge State Park’s community to do, even as the park’s Hamden residents and local government representatives launch new efforts to convince the DEEP to support the planting of a new, hearty young sapling.

Long story short…

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Without warning, without consulting the park’s Advisory Council and posting public notice, as required by the 1975 state statute (S.A. NO. 75-80) that created the park, without giving any of the people who loved “The Dream Tree” a fair chance to defend it…

A DEEP grounds keeper (with the consent of a local park director) spent most of this past winter’s  dreary and grey Ground Hog Day destroying the stately hickory.

Adding insult to grave injury, the grounds keeper and his assistant then used the tree’s dismembered trunk, limbs and broken crown to block access to the tree’s popular meadow.

Hickories can grow to 100 feet, attain a girth of three feet and live 200 years. "The Dream Tree" Winter 2014

Hickories can grow to 100 feet, attain a girth of three feet and live 200 years. “The Dream Tree” Winter 2014

 

Imagine the depth of shock and grief hikers endured coming upon their old friend unawares?

Hamden Hiker Peter Sagnella discovered a call to action instead of the tree he grew up visiting.

Hamden Hiker Peter Sagnella discovered a call to action instead of the tree he grew up visiting.

 

When distraught park goers called the Deep out…

 

A Hamden family braved a winter storm to speak up for the felled tree. John and Christina Sagnella, with their children, Jack, 10 and Hannah, 8.

A Hamden family braved a winter storm to speak up for the felled tree. John and Christina Sagnella, with their children, Jack, 10 and Hannah, 8.

They were told DEEP officials had deemed the hickory an “attractive nuisance” that encouraged people to cross the meadow to enjoy its presence.

The DEEP also declared the tree a “predator perch” for hawks that might prey on the wildlife the agency says it prefers to encourage.

In other words, and as previously reported in previous news articles, CT DEEP decided the tree was “not conducive” to the creation of a wildflower-songbird-pollinator habitat.

"The Dream Tree's" Hamden meadow, WRRSP, July 2016

“The Dream Tree’s” Hamden meadow, WRRSP, July 2016

 

Despite the fact any regular, local hiker could have told DEEP officials the meadow’s waist-high summer grasses would naturally deter everyone but deer (their ticks) and all but the most determined (and rare) visitor . . . with or without the tree’s presence.

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Would have told them, that is, if CT DEEP had shared its concerns with the park community and its advisory council.

 

Oh, and as for the tree having served as a “predator perch?”

It’s doubtful birds of prey had much success employing the former hickory’s always lush canopy as a central vantage point, preferring instead* the views afforded through the sparser leaves of dead or dying trees.

Meanwhile, the fleet hawks that prey on ground-nesting birds, as well as more robust hunters like  red-tailed hawks, are still  regularly spotted soaring above the meadow’s rolling fields. No doubt launching their forays from the many various stands of trees that continue to flank its perimeter.

Red-tailed Hawk, Buteo jamaicensis photo by George W. Hartwell (c) 2004

Red-tailed Hawk, Buteo jamaicensis, photo: George W. Hartwell (c) 2004

 

 

So yes, despite all that has occurred, yet continues to aggravate…

 

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A section of the hickory’s trunk the DEEP used it to block access to the meadow … access since restored in deference to community outrage.

 

And moulder…

 

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Five months after it’s destruction, the hickory continues to gain messages of sympathy and determination.

 

And yet, still inspire…

 

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A number of “The Dream Tree’s” spry, young seedlings are thriving in a make-shift mini-forest somewhere in sheltered suburbia.

 

The Dream Tree's progeny, collected after the tree's untimely destruction, nurtured through the winter, growing stronger every day. Photo - k jurgens

“The Dream Tree’s” progeny, collected after the hickory’s untimely destruction, nurtured through the winter, growing stronger every day.

So, yes, as…

“Summer lies upon the world, and in a noon of gold, beneath the roof of sleeping leaves, the dreams of trees unfold…”

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Perhaps these Dreamletts can offer solace and hope to those who grew up in the shade of the hickory, who had hoped their own children might someday enjoy its jolly swing.

 

Original oil painting by long-time park visitor Linda Reilly.

“The Dream Tree,” Original oil painting by Linda Reilly, Woodbridge, CT

Indeed, may they help engender a basic respect for trees as living things in their own right, thereby rooting us in a more generous, life-sustaining humanity.

 

Because…

“While there’s life, there’s hope.” **

 

Grow strong, little Dream Trees, Grow tall and true. LLAP.

Grow strong, little Dream Trees, Grow tall and true. LLAP.

 

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    13755  ** “While there’s life, there’s hope.”                                           Marcus Tullius Cicero
All photographs by Katherine Jurgens – except where noted.

Park Community Determined to See DEEP Reconsider Meadow Plan

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Tyler Methot of Hamden said he grew up visiting the tree and that he'd hoped to someday push baby Mackenie, 8 months, on its famed swing.

Tyler Methot of Hamden said he grew up visiting the Hickory and that he’d hoped to someday push baby Mackenzie, 8 months, on its famed swing.

When the Connecticut Department of Energy and Environmental Protection destroyed a popular hickory that stood at the center of a Hamden meadow in  West Rock Ridge State Park this winter, it said it did so to discourage the presence of people and predators for the benefit of ground-nesting songbirds.

“Loss of Tree Stirs Emotions, Sparks Anger”

Except, pilgrimages to the now sap-beaded stump increase daily and hawks still hunt without a “central vantage point,” leaving outraged park-goers questioning the DEEP’s logic … and turning the locally beloved tree into a martyr.

And outrage is not too strong a word for the atmosphere clouding this northern section of the park  — as evidenced by a note penned on one section of the ruined tree.

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One of many sections of tree, limbs and crown CT DEEP workers used to redirect one of the park’s trails.

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DSC_0140Because, aside from what it describes as “wasteful stupidity” and “mean-spirited,” much of the public’s dismay has to do with the CT DEEP’s decision to change the way people have traditionally enjoyed the park … without disclosing its plans and giving the community a chance to speak up for the tree.

 Even the West Rock Ridge State Park Advisory Council  says it was left out of the decision making process, finding itself, in the words of council member Ted Lynn, “shocked and saddened by the tree’s destruction.”
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Lynn, who also serves as president of the West Rock Ridge Park Association, lamented, “I am still trying to get my head around why anyone would think cutting down a 100-year-old landmark tree is a solution to anything. That, and why the DEEP would do something this drastic without bringing it before the council.”
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Sometimes a tree has roots that grow deeper than CT DEEP perceives. The Hickory as it once stood in a meadow at the northern end of WRRSP photo by Nancy Specht, Hamden CT

Sometimes a tree has roots that grow deeper than CT DEEP perceives. 
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Lynn explained, “Procedures required under the 1975 state statute that created the park were not followed by CT DEEP. That statute, (S.A. NO. 75-80), states ‘the Advisory Council shall advise the state commissioner of environmental protection on matters affecting the development and
maintenance of the park.'”

According to the WRRSP Association’s website, the 1,700 acre park “is the only one in the state that requires the DEEP to consult with a citizen’s advisory council on action proposed within the park’s boundaries. The Advisory Council, set up by the legislation that created the park, consists of three representatives from each of the four towns that share the ridge (one each from planning, zoning, conservation and the executive board.) The governor appoints three additional at large members and the DEEP commissioner serves as chair.”

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Bill Doheny, Jr., (80), Hamden,  one of the original three co-creators of the park, a founding member of its association and the current vice chair of its advisory council, added, “That statute also provides that any substantial modification of the park’s maintenance requires not only consultation with the advisory council, but also two weeks published notice of a public hearing.”
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Lynn affirmed, “Destroying the tree and blocking the meadow was completely outside the normal maintenance of the park and did not have any approval from the council. For the DEEP to take such drastic action without any input from the council destroys the trust that  both sides have the best interests of the park at heart.”
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Neil Clauson, a grades 5-8 science teacher at Laurel Oaks Adventist School in Hamden, is among many wondering why CT DEEP destroyed a healthy tree instead of addressing potentially dangerous dead trees.

Neil Clauson, a science teacher at Laurel Oaks Adventist School in Hamden, is among park-goers wondering why CT DEEP destroyed the healthy Hickory instead of removing this potentially dangerous tree beside the Red Trail leading to WRRSP’s Hill Street parking lot.

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Lynn continued, “Considering all the work that needs to be done

Hiker walking past the second of two dead trees standing next to WRRSP Hill Street access trail.

Hiker walking past the second of two dead trees along the park’s Hill Street access trail — Hamden

in the Park with CT DEEP’s limited resources, the choice to use manpower and tax dollars to destroy beauty, to undertake actions that anger DEEP supporters and refuse to consult with the Advisory Council – with which the DEEP has had a good working relationship for 40 years – is incomprehensible.”

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Connecticut Department of Energy and Environmental Protection Communications Director Dennis Schain, said, “This was a  result of discussions between park state and a Wildlife group here. We do manage tens of thousands of acres on behalf of the people of this state and always try to do that in a manner that best balances needs of public recreation and preservation of resources.  We understand feelings and emotions that have been raised by the removal of this tree and this clearly reminds us of the need to be sensitive to people’s preferences as we make land management decisions.”

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State Parks Director Tom Tyler added in a written communication: “Historically, DEEP staff has meet twice a year with  members of the Advisory Council. In the past the discussions have not included a level of detail to include this type of decision that some members of the Council are now expressing opinions regarding.”

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Upon reading Tyler’s statement, Lynn said, “I am stunned that Mr. Tyler considers the destruction of a park community’s nearly century old landmark tree, and the repurposing of that tree’s popular meadow, to be a level of detail not significant enough to bother sharing or seeking advice about.”

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Doheny added, “This plan to remove the tree and manage the meadow for wildlife was not on the agenda when we  (the advisory council) met with CT DEEP in October 2015.”

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Lynn adamantly continued, “DEEP staff knew this was a beloved park feature; they should have known destroying the tree would provoke public outrage.  Had they consulted with the Advisory Council, they would have learned this very quickly, and would have had the opportunity either to make a persuasive case for their intended action and educate the public, or realize that they should not go forward with cutting the tree.”

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"My friends and I ride through the north field at West Rock Ridge on a regular basis, imagine our dismay when we came out into the north field and saw that our old friend the giant hickory tree, was gone! We have often said this tree was the crown of this field, our landmark, and even a place of refuge. What a senseless act is was cutting down this grand old beauty!" - Bob Bergen. l-r., Dave Huntley, Bob and Fran Bergen and Jon Northway

“My friends and I ride through the north field at West Rock Ridge on a regular basis. Imagine our dismay when we came out into the north field and saw that our old friend, the giant hickory tree, was gone! We have often said this tree was the crown of this field, our landmark and even a place of refuge. What a senseless act is was cutting down this grand old beauty!” Bob Bergen l-r Dave Huntley, Bob & Fran Bergen, Jon Northway`

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Tyler had addressed the council’s upset within his written comments: “We welcome the Advisory Council’s greater involvement in the many property management issues related to the lands within the conservation area, and we will work with Council to develop plans to involve them to a greater degree in these discussions.”
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Upon reading that, Lynn said, “It is clear Director Tyler completely underestimates the significance this tree held, the depth of shock and sadness the community continues to feel and the community’s determination to see the DEEP take action that is directly relevant to what has already happened to the tree and meadow – not just a statement about working more closely in future.”
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Original oil painting of The Swing Tree by Linda Reilly, Woodbridge, CT.

DEEP staff should get out in front of the issue and start discussing with the Advisory Council what an appropriate remedy might look like.” –Ted Lynn    “The Swing Tree” Original oil painting by Linda Reilly, Woodbridge, CT.

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Said Doheny, “My personal opinion is they didn’t set out to cut the tree down for spite, but now they’ve come up with all these reasons to cut it down. They made a mistake. They aught to be willing to admit they made a mistake and ask the park community ‘what can we do to make amends?’”
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“The Advisory Council and the Park Association would be good ways for DEEP to find out what the public wants,” concluded Lynn, “perhaps a new tree in that location, and a bench where people can sit and dream.”
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In the meantime, the Advisory Council says people who want the  DEEP to act on their concerns should contact CT DEEP Commissioner Rob Klee  (860) 424-3571.
It also suggests people call or write their government representatives, including:
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Hamden Rep. Mike D’Agostino (D) (860) 240-8585, (800) 842-8267 and Michael.DAgostino@cga.ct.gov
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State Senator Joe Crisco  (D)(800)  842-1420 ,  State Rep. Themis Klarides (R) (800) 842-1423 and
House Speaker Brendan Sharkey (D) 800-842-1902 | 860-240-8500
Brendan.Sharkey@cga.ct.gov – 
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Except for ‘Thunderstorm Sky over Tree’ photo by Nancy Specht,
All reporting, photos and slideshow by Katherine Jurgens
aka – Felicity Green
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Albertus Magnus student Miranda Richetelle, 20, and her passel of rescue pups... "The DEEP needs to understand, this tree was an important part of people's lives."

Albertus Magnus student Miranda Richetelle, 20, and her passel of rescue pups… “The DEEP needs to understand, this tree was an important part of people’s lives.”

At Liberty

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From the bottom up. Photo by: Frans Jurgens

From the bottom up.
Photo: Frans Jurgens

You are standing in a dank, confining space. Spread your arms and you’ll touch concrete walls to either side. Walk just a few steps further in and you might smack into a concrete slab. You can turn 180 degrees on your heels and head straight back out into the fresh autumn air, or you can climb the iron ladder set flush to the wall to your immediate left.

You choose to climb.

 

Brad Barrows scales the tower's system of climbing platforms and ladders

Brad Barrows scales the tower’s system of climbing platforms and ladders. Photo: Frans Jurgens

 

A breezy downdraft carries the sounds of bodies and feet shuffling somewhere above. A startled echoing shout decries the stinkbugs colonizing the space above your head. But you climb steadily, your hands grabbing rung after cold rung, your toes bumping the wall because the ladder really is that shallow. Your hands find the top rung even as you realize you’ll have to stretch one leg across open space to shift to the next climbing platform.

 

Just one more ladder to go! Reporter Katherine Jurgens and Brad Barrows about to gain the tower's deck. Photo: Frans Jurgens

Just one more ladder to go!
Reporter Katherine Jurgens and Brad Barrows about to gain the tower’s deck. Photo: Frans Jurgens

 

You do this ten times, scaling iron ladders, crossing open space, zigzagging your way up a tight vertical shaft even as the drop grows increasingly perilous, even as the draft strengthens all around, tugging your hair and your clothes until you finally emerge, exhilarated and triumphant, through a hole in the center of the deck of an observation tower you are sure must be rocking in this massive wind!

Now imagine you’ve done this in darkness. Utterly impenetrable complete darkness.

Imagine you’ve climbed a 66-foot observation tower for the thrill of the climb – but can’t see the view from the top.

The Observation Tower at Clarence Schock Memorial Park near Harrisburg, Pennsylvania. Photo: Frans Jurgens

Park Naturalist Dianna Sprucebank said Barrows is the first blind person to climb the Observation Tower at Clarence Schock Memorial Park. “When I learned of his climb it started me thinking. I spend a lot of time trying to get visitors to look up from their phones and into the woods. They’re blind in a different fashion. It’s an awareness thing. It’s a big issue. I realized now I need to try to focus on getting them to experience what’s in front of them through all their senses, not just by seeing but feeling , touching.” Photo: Frans Jurgens

 

Except; not being able to see isn’t the same as not perceiving. Or sharing: as Brad Barrows did when he and this reporter stood on the deck of the Governor Dick observation tower at Clarence Schock Memorial Park in Lebanon, Pennsylvania  October 19, 2014.

 

Brad Barrows and reporter Katherine Jurgens atop the Observation Tower at Clarence Schock Memorial Park near Harrisburg, Pennsylvania. Photo by: Frans Jurgens

Naturalist Brad Barrows and reporter Katherine Jurgens at the of the Observation Tower at Clarence Schock Memorial Park, Lebanon, Pennsylvania. Photo: Frans Jurgens

 

“Wow!” Barrows beamed as he gained the deck. “I can feel the sun on my skin. The strength of the wind. Wow!”

“Wow” is more of a motto than an exclamation when Barrows uses it. And he uses it a lot: cheerfully, generously, sometimes in puzzlement, yet ever optimistically.

Born without retinas, Barrows, 54, of Harrisburg, Pennsylvania, has been blind all his life. That didn’t stop him from wanting to share a view he couldn’t possibly “see” – to actively share it – by participating in its partaking. And this gentle, affable man; someone who’s never known the depth of an azure sky or the blush of an apple, or the sun-edged wings of the red-tailed hawk soaring, right now, above our heads…has just asked me to describe the colors of everything in sight.

How? How to translate this pristine, color-saturated patchwork of villages and farmlands; a veritable cornucopia of quintessential Amish Country cradled by rolling hills of gold, orange and green? This scene surrounded by yet more distant mountains that fade into a bluish haze…“Hmmm. If you could run your hands over the autumn hills they might feel like a bumpy quilt. Different nubs and ridges could convey different flavors? Some patches taste like orange? Some…? What does bumpy green taste like? Broccoli?”

How do you translate colors into a sense a blind person can perceive? Photo: Frans Jurgens

How do you translate colors into a sense a blind person can perceive? Photo: Frans Jurgens

 

Barrows laughed a polite, “Mm, yes.”

Okay, this is where simplistic analogies break down but he appreciated the effort as a starting point of a shared experience.

He leaned into the wind and made his way forward, reaching until his hand found the metal cage that encloses the observation deck. Being familiar with the local geography, using the round deck as a compass, he told me the names of the villages to the north and west by measuring my descriptions of steeples, silos and sub-divisions against the feel of the sun on his face. These reference points grounded him even at the top of a tower.

Barrows knew exactly where he stood within the space of the moment: his immediate environment and the world all around. Something that, if you close your eyes and think about it, could be difficult to achieve in the dark…with chattering voices swirling around and a brisk wind buffeting you and oh yeah there’s that hole somewhere behind you and …I open my eyes, not wanting to contemplate it. “Brad?”

He’s chatting with other sightseers, setting them straight on which direction they’re facing. They’re mostly startled and politely amazed to realize they’re sharing the deck with a blind person who’s just climbed the same tower they did.

It’s this intersection of encounter and realization that determines whether a connection is forged or a conversation abandoned. Will the sighted conquer reflexive assumptions or will their inner boy or girl scout presume to take the blind person in (literal or allegorical) hand and guide them to ‘safety’? Will the blind stand their ground and conduct themselves with an assurance that broadcasts self-reliance or let themselves (whether they wish it or not) be shepherded through life?

Barrow’s moment on deck was defined by a casual confidence that encouraged the typical banter and pleasantries that mark a communal experience. Did his sighted deck-mates return to earth with an experience that might shape their reaction to the next blind person they encounter? It’s a subject worth pursuing.

With the shaft’s pattern of gaps and ladders committed to spatial and tactile memory, Barrows made short and capable work of the descent, besting this white-knuckled reporter’s return to terra firma by several fluttering heartbeats! Making our way back along the leafy trail to the park’s visitor center, he used the tip of his white cane to feel for sneaky toe-catcher rocks, fallen branches; all the typical woodland trip-hazards.

 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/White_cane Author: Sarah Chester 2007-09-12

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/White_cane
Author: Sarah Chester 2007-09-12

 

On our mile hike to the tower he’d held one end of the cane while I gripped the other, me walking in front, he deducing which way the trail was bending by the movements telegraphed along the cane’s length. Now familiar with the trail’s character, he tapped his cane a few steps ahead of an unassisted, high-stepping gait.

He was duly smiling at his achievement. I was still trying to process what he’d just accomplished. Part of me inwardly grieved for what he wasn’t seeing. A piano tuner and musician by trade, Barrows was reveling in the forest’s acoustic subtleties, the raucous crows and affronted jays, the swish of leaves under foot, the rustling canopy above.

Barrows and Jurgens consider the Autumn wilderness. Photo: Frans Jurgens

Barrows and Jurgens consider the Autumn wilderness. Photo: Frans Jurgens

But what of the forest’s panoply of color: burnished copper, claret and gold? His fingers could explore the velvety pelt of moss covering the log we passed, he could smell its punky richness, but the contrast of emerald moss against sleek brown bark remained hidden from him. I kept these thoughts to myself, suspecting they were as likely presumptuous as misdirected.

And indeed,  a “perceptual navigation coach” would later set me on a path to another perspective, but for now…I dispatched my melancholy with a wry observation. “An acrophobe and a blind guy. I still can’t believe we did that.”

Barrows grinned and said he’d decided on the spot to climb. “As soon as we entered and I could hear people talking somewhere up the structure. It was a bolt out of the blue. When I could tell folks were enjoying the tower, I just had to get up there.”

Gripping the passenger door of my Subaru Forester, maneuvering into its less than familiar confines, he tilted his head thoughtfully and said it is logistics – considerations like transportation and the company of amenable sighted hiking partners when required –that can cheat the blind out of interacting with nature, certainly out of spontaneous adventures like the one we’d just enjoyed.

“There’re benefits to enjoying nature and sharing the experience,” he said. “I feel freer outside. It helps me think. And sometimes, it’s just good to walk with somebody.”

 

Except, Barrows finds those occasions he spends enjoying nature with blind peers as brief as they are infrequent.

“Many blind and visually impaired people just don’t want to move beyond their comfort zones.” He gave a frank shrug and recalled leading a small group tour along a two-mile gravel and dirt path to a cider treat at an apple orchard. “I thought this was a glorious autumn hike, but some of the participants thought crossing a rough old stream bed and taking on a long but gradual climb was a bit more than they were ready for. Mm, yes,” he mused, but then brightened as he posed this challenge: “How do we get more blind people off the couch and on the trail?”

PERCEPTUAL NAVIGATION

“I know people who have gotten off the couch,” said Daniel Kish, founder and president of the non-profit charity: World Access for the Blind (WAB). “I fairly regularly encounter people who want to get more into the outdoors; people who are interested in hiking, a bit of tree climbing, people who did these things before they lost their vision and want to reclaim their ability to participate in these activities.”

 

World Access for the Blind Founder and President Daniel Kish leading hikers along a mountain pass. Photo provided by: Daniel Kish

World Access for the Blind Founder and President Daniel Kish leading hikers along a mountain pass. Photo provided by: Daniel Kish April 16, 2015

 

Kish hasn’t simply encountered such people along a trail (or up a tree) – he’s often the mobility coach who helped them find their way there. Indeed, with uncompromising zeal (grounded in degrees in developmental psychology and special education) he is as determined to enable blind people to lead active, self-reliant lives as he is to liberate sighted people from their assumptions about what blind people can and can’t do.

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“My passion isn’t about blindness it’s about freedom,” Kish avowed, his tone reflecting the steady conviction that marked all our exchanges. “I am passionate about the freedom of everything, the growth and integrity and quality of life and livelihood and freedom of every living thing. But blind people through history, and in modern society, are particularly susceptible to being restricted and restrained.”

 

Kish contends it’s the dynamic of sighted assumptions and blind adherence to restraint that combines to create the low expectations that keep Barrow’s would-be hiking companions rooted to their “comfort zones.”

 

“Most blind infants, children, teens and young adults have an incredible parental and social scaffolding that gets built up around them,” he said, “scaffolding that restrains and limits them, physically manipulates them, guides them here, pulls them there, until any budding perceptual navigation abilities are deconstructed, destroyed before they can develop.”

 

Well, except…not in this particular blind person’s case.

 

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A sense of adventure fuels Daniel Kish’s educational and charitable work. Photo provided by Daniel Kish on April 16, 2015

 

“I grew up in a rougher area of Montebello, California,” said Kish. “My parents were young and in a low-income kind of situation. They didn’t have the resources for the interventions generally afforded blind children.”

Interventions that might otherwise have occurred because Kish, now 49 and living in Long Beach California, was born with a retina destroying cancer known as retinoblastoma. Both his eyes were removed in infancy to save his life and he reckons he “started developing perceptual navigation from about the age of 15 months.”

 

Meaning? He intuitively engaged all his available senses – including a nascent ability to bounce tongue clicks (and his toddler-self) off walls, floors, doorways; essentially every obstacle and opportunity in his path, and use the returning echoes to perceive and navigate his surroundings. He credits these robust and unimpeded early explorations as the key to his enduring autonomy.

“My parents didn’t know there were options,” he said, “so I grew up just like a regular kid, including bumps and bruises, riding the school bus, later walking to school. I’m pleased about that. Otherwise, my childhood would have been restrictive, limited. It would have deconditioned my natural free spirit.”

 

Kish is certain that free spirit is what allowed his brain the room it needed to develop the “flash sonar architecture” the above-mentioned protective scaffolding would otherwise “undermine or destroy.”

 

Flash Sonar is the term Kish coined to describe human echolocation – a skill akin to the way bats and dolphins generate sonar-like clicks, chirps and squeaks to locate their prey. He maintains (and research indicates) humans can learn to click their tongues in a way that generates echoes laden with rich, perceptual information if circumstances require (and lack of restraint permits) the brain to switch its imaging mechanisms from a visual to acoustic bias.

 

He adds “flash” is the closest way to describe the “nature of the signal” a tongue-clicking human generates. He describes these echo signals as “very short, very sharp, very penetrating – like the flash of a camera.” In fact, MRI scans have indeed shown that for some exceptionally practiced people, like Kish, these signals are robust enough to “flash” against the brain’s visual cortex.

 

Against the blind person’s visual cortex, okay – but what does that look like to their mind’s eye?

 

“Flash sonar is not a signal you have to deduce,” explains Brian Bushway, Kish’s 32-year-old protégé and a WAB perceptual navigation coach. “It’s not beeps and drones and the boop-boop-boop a sonar operator learns to interpret. Flash sonar is more natural than that. There’s no code we are using; no more than you break down and interpret light waves into codes to have vision. There just is a presence.” He paused, seeking to describe the ineffable nature of the experience. “It just is.”

 

Kish delved deeper. “Flash sonar conveys the general shape and location of objects, obstacles. I describe it as ‘fuzzy geometry.’ Edges and boundaries are there and they do register, but they are fuzzy and indistinct, especially if they’re near other objects.”

 

As for the quality of information gleaned? “More practiced individuals get a sense of size and contour,” said Kish. “There’s a form factor, a sense of density and texture, position and location, but again, the quality of these impressions depends on practice and experience.”

 

Considering Kish’s “unrestricted childhood,” plus the fact he was developing flash sonar in correlation with his first baby-steps, you might wonder if being born blind (or becoming so in infancy) factors into his deft capabilities. He agrees it’s a fair question and says, “WAB has worked with over thousands of people in 40 countries and I can think of a handful, less than ten, who didn’t develop some degree of ability.”

 

Caption: WAB is a 501 c (3) non-profit charity. The costs of its perceptual navigation workshops depends on the number of students and instructors involved, they average roughly $95 per hour. Scholarships are available. Photo provided by: WAB

WAB is a 501 c (3) non-profit charity. Though the costs of its perceptual navigation workshops depends on the number of students and instructors involved, they average roughly $95 per hour. Scholarships are available.
Photo provided by: WAB

 

 

“We teach a skill,” said Kish, “and like any skill, anything anyone embarks on, it’s something people will learn to different degrees and applications, something they’ll apply in different ways. Most everyone can learn to play the piano,” he observed pragmatically, “but not everyone plays Carnegie Hall.”

 

Bushway hesitates to apply the Carnegie Hall metaphor, feeling it could prevent less confident people from approaching WAB or considering themselves able to pick up the clicking technique.

 

SELF-RELIANCE + MOTIVATION = SOCIAL MOBIITY

 

Bushway, 32, of Los Angeles, California, was the kind of kid who was always running around, climbing trees, riding bikes, playing hockey. But his playing field shifted when he was in his early teens. He started missing easy pucks; realized he was having more and more trouble making out the blackboard in class. His doctors diagnosed optic nerve atrophy and he went completely blind by the age of 14.

 

“Losing my vision screwed up my life socially more than anything else,” said Bushway. “For me, it was a matter of how do I keep up? How do I navigate the social waters? I was socially motivated.”

 

Bushway said that’s where “intuition” kicked in.

 

“Intuitively it made sense the more I could be connected to a physical environment the more ways I could understand it. I realized if I could walk into a room, give a couple clicks and triangulate the corners, I could get a shape of a room, its acoustic image. If I could do that, I could walk around and talk to people. It’s something I started doing on my own, along my high school’s corridors. As my other senses came on line, I started learning how to trust and actively take ownership of developing them.”

 

With emphasis on the word active!

 

“Jumping on a mountain bike; practicing clicking by following the sound of a zip-tie on the wheel of a bike in front, that’s a lot to process moving at fast speeds. That’s a very demanding cognitive load, so in a sense, after a bike ride, the next day walking around my high school’s going to be easier.”

 

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Photo provided by: World Access for the Blind

 

 

Bushway said he didn’t have a clear concept, or even a name for the tongue-click navigation he’d taught himself until he met Kish at a pancake breakfast hosted by the Braille Institute of Orange County, California. “I met him the same year I became blind. He explained flash sonar, took an interest in me and became my mentor.” Bushway said fondly of the time Kish spent helping him develop his flash sonar skills, “It became one of the most positive relationships ever. I joined WAB soon after I graduated from Pepperdine University and have worked as a perceptual navigation coach and a motivational speaker ever since.”

 

Sympathetic to Barrow’s “off the couch and on the trail” challenge, Bushway said, “It’s my job as coach to ask what are the social and interpersonal obstacles against freedom of movement? Our work is about giving blind people, blind children in particular, permission to do the natural, age-appropriate thing.”

With heart-felt emphasis on the word ‘normal,’ Bushway added, “It’s normal for any toddler learning to walk to get bumps, scrapes and bruises. It’s only by moving, by getting into spaces and getting a hands-on, full-body interactive experience with their environment that they gain freedom of movement. Freedom of movement is a value we need to practice.”

 

A value a visiting Japanese student practices with relish.

 

RIBS AND RESILIENCE

 

For the past two years Ryo Hirosawa, 39, of Fukuoka Japan has spent spring break from his acupuncture and massage studies at the Fukuoka Special Needs Education High School for the Visually Impaired to embark on WAB workshops with Bushway.

 

WAB Perceptual Navigation Coach Brian Bushway, left, and Flash Sonar student Ryo Hirosawa Photo by: Ryo Hirosawa

WAB Perceptual Navigation Coach Brian Bushway, left, and Flash Sonar student Ryo Hirosawa Photo by: Ryo Hirosawa

 

“I lost my sight in 2008,” Hirosawa related in a recent email from his home in Japan. “The direct cause was glaucoma caused by heart disease. I had quite good vision and was able to drive right up to the day I lost my sight. It happened after I’d arrived at my office. My vision suddenly blurred and I had a massive headache. I retained the sense of light for about a few months, and then it got completely dark.”

 

Hirosawa said a Canadian friend directed him to World Access for the Blind’s flash sonar training sessions through its Facebook page. Investigating further, he felt he’d discovered a way to reclaim some of his former independence.

Having recently completed his Spring-2015 training sessions with Bushway, he said, “I have a vague idea of the things around me. However, perceiving objects is totally changed from sight to auditory. I’m still struggling with how I can ‘see’ with flash sonar.”

 

Bushway and Hirosawa practice navigating a neighborhood street near Los Angeles. Photo by: Ryo Hirosawa

Bushway and Hirosawa practice navigating a neighborhood street near Los Angeles. Photo by: Ryo Hirosawa

 

Yet he affirms the struggle is worthwhile. Pointing out that he’d just flown back and forth between Japan and North America – with multiple pre-workshop side-trips to visit historic places and friends in Washington DC, Pennsylvania, Toronto, Calgary and San Francisco – he said, “I wouldn’t travel so much if I didn’t have confidence. Flash sonar does not only help me develop perceptual mobility, it helps build confidence!” It should be noted Hirosawa accomplished these flights and connections as a solo traveler.

 

Hirosawa described his recent two-day workshop with Bushway as a warm up of flash sonar clicks against a panel that progressed to on-site training on a lightly trafficked street, a busy sidewalk and then a relaxing walk in a nearby park. Happy with his progress, he said the second day’s session ended with the celebration of a goal staked and happily met.

 

Another Selfie taken by Ryo Hirosawa: Rib Lunch Celebration

Another Selfie taken by Ryo Hirosawa: Rib Lunch Celebration

 

“Brian and I ate lunch at Johnny Reb’s Southern Roadhouse because one of my goals was to have beef ribs. Most blind people give up on freedom, independence and responsibility but Brian helps me to gain even the freedom of eating what I want to eat! Flash sonar does not only give mobility, it helps me reclaim myself as an independent person.”

Including the freedom to venture into the wilderness?

 

Daniel Kish hiking an Icelandic Glacier. Photo provided by: Daniel Kish

Daniel Kish hiking an Icelandic Glacier.
Photo provided by: Daniel Kish on April 16, 2015

 

“I am a ‘conservative’ in the sense of the word conservation,” said Kish, his voice deepening with conviction. “I value life and anything that has a respect and appreciation of its own life. Who am I to deny that appreciation? Yes, I take pleasure in exploring nature. I am probably most relaxed and at rest when I’m 50 feet up a tree.” He gave a light laugh. “That’s where I feel most at home, barefoot and in a tree.”

 

OR UP A TOWER?

Bouncing the possibilities of flash sonar off Barrows, he said, “I’ve heard of it, but I didn’t click my tongue while we climbed the tower. I do sometimes tap the side of my leg or cluck my tongue to get an echo around me.”

Thinking about it further, he touched on Kish’s views on the innate nature of perceptual navigation when he added, “I suppose one could say my own version of echolocation has always been part of my life, but it just came to me. I was never formally taught to use it.”

 

What he was taught, or rather introduced to, was the thrill he gains when he sets off on a hiking adventure.

 

“My Uncle Joe felt it was important for me to plunge into nature. He was my wilderness mentor and created a lasting impression when he started me trail walking at about the age of 8.”

Barrows said his 20s and 30s found him hill-walking sections of the Adirondacks with sighted companions, also portions of the Green and White Mountains of New Hampshire. In more recent years he’s enjoyed more gentle forays through Pennsylvania’s Clarence Schock Memorial Park and Weiser State Forest.

 

But, whether joining a sighted hiker along a rocky, switch-back trail; or ambling with his walking stick along a grassy slope, Barrows contends feeling confident in the woods, any unpredictable natural setting, translates to greater self-reliance navigating life in general.

 

Brad Barrows plans to climb this Dauphin County, Pennsylvania stretch of the Appalachian Trail. Photo: Katherine Jurgens

Brad Barrows plans to hike this Dauphin County, Pennsylvania stretch of the Appalachian Trail.
Photo: Katherine Jurgens

 

He passionately feels exploring a wilderness setting with all its ever-changing unknowns of weather, obstacles, textures and sounds…provides the blind with moments of serenity and connection, while building confidence and self-esteem, just as it does for anybody.

 

Brad Barrows hiking in Wieser State Forest, March 2015. Photo by: Katherine Jurgens

Brad Barrows hiking in Pennyslvania’s Weiser State Forest, March 2015.
Photo by: Katherine Jurgens

 

Barrow’s sentiment is one Kish and Bushway adamantly share, and put into practice during WAB perceptual navigation sessions.

“I agree one of the many benefits of nature is its variety,” said Bushway. “It invites curiosity. Curiosity is a process, a perceptual approach. In nature, you say: ‘I hear something out there. What is it? Let’s go and discover.’ I’m going to self-direct and learn through that discovery. It brings life, going out into nature.” He paused and you could hear the smile in his voice. “Nature is beautiful. It feels different, sounds different. I’m using everything when I’m exploring it.”

 

“We all live in a nature deficit culture,” added Kish. “We can all, sighted and blind, benefit from a wilderness experience. But for the blind to achieve it, we need to get away from dependency conditioning. That needs to go.”

 

Dependency conditioning, or learned helplessness, is a subject Kish explores during his frank TED Talks presentations. Deploying an often wry wit, he invites everyone, sighted and blind, to consider the self-confidence (and flash sonar) quashing burden society’s “low expectations” inflict on some people simply because they don’t perceive the world through vision.

 

Kish further explains: “There’s a strong societal tendency to limit, restrict or structure the otherwise self-guided movements of blind children – regardless of how well they’re getting around. There’s a tendency to really want to attach these kids to someone or a surface, to a sighted guide.

 

“For a typical infant,” Kish continues, “the parental dynamic will usually look like a gradual removal of scaffolding parallel to the baby’s developing abilities. Take walking for instance. With a sighted infant, parents initially support then back off quite naturally. You call the infant toward you. The infant toddles, falls; learns that’s not a big deal.

“It’s that organic process, that natural withdrawal of support that steers the infant forward to develop greater capacities. That does not happen with blind kids by and large – not that organic capacity for building skills. Most blind kids are heavily supported, manipulated, prodded, puppetted and nudged through the environment. The infant comes to depend on that degree of structured and manipulated interacting,” stressed Kish. “I call that dependency conditioning: a collapse of organic capacities and capabilities. These infants become so dependent on others for perceptual information flash sonar can’t develop.”

 

In fact, it was his unsettled adolescent realization that most of the other blind people he met depended on others to make their way through life – combined with interviews and research he conducted while writing his thesis for one of the two masters degrees he holds in Developmental Psychology and Special Education – that led to the creation of WAB and its perceptual navigation workshops.

Daniel Kish helping Teddy develop his navigation skills

Daniel Kish helping Teddy develop his navigation skills. Photo: WAB

 

“Perceptual navigation means engaging the whole brain,” said Kish. “It means using all available senses, including flash sonar, to ground yourself in your environment and then “move freely through that environment with minimal reliance on others.”

He expands his definition of minimal reliance with a caveat regarding outdoor adventures that pair sighted guides with blind participants.

“That’s fine. That’s a choice someone makes. But it won’t be as direct a self-discovery. I say this to play devil’s advocate. It’ll be a different kind of experience. And, either way, you may feel edified by the wilderness.

 

“Where I take issue, where I raise a red flag… is how much responsibility can you take for yourself? You don’t want to be potentially burdensome,” he said gravely. “You don’t really want to be the one who is causing others inconvenience, who can’t manage their stuff.That’s what I would caution people to think about if they want to get active in outdoor activities. They need to have really good self-help skills to be able to be in touch with environment around them.

 

Daniel Kish considering a rock face at a glacial park in Iceland. Photo provided by Daniel Kish

Daniel Kish considering a rock face at a glacial park in Iceland. Photo provided by Daniel Kish

 

“For example, I was in Iceland with a friend who wanted to show me his country. Iceland has a lot of deserted places. We were out at a beach campsite area for summer solstice. He chose the furthest site out from the base camp.”

He laughed, recalling the remote setting. “There’s a dirt trail, and then a grass path that’s been patted down by feet. You follow the grass path until it opens into a big meadow.” That’s where his friend chose to set up camp. “I used the rest room before I left the base camp, taking careful note about where it was and how to get back to it should I need to because I will damned if I’m gonna wake someone up in middle of night…”

 

Well of course he found himself heading back to the base camp restroom later that night.

 

“I found it quite easily – it was getting back that was tough!”

 

Imagine trying to find a small tent in a large meadow in the pitch dark of night, without the possibility of the moon or a flashlight. Kish said he’d have to approach within 15 to 20 feet of the tent to gain useful flash-sonar feedback.

 

“You want to know my biggest concern at the time?” he asked dryly. “Someone comes along and I don’t speak Icelandic and they don’t speak English. If someone comes along and happens on a blind person in that situation… Well you’re going to have an awkward difficult encounter and worse, I can’t even tell them where I’m trying to go! It’s better to be left alone and not have well-meaning people in my face… That’s an example of what I mean by potentially burdensome. If I hadn’t had those self-reliant skills, the confidence that goes with them…” his voice trailed off.

 

“When we talk about liberation of blind people, we tend to talk more about it in terms of freedom rather than independence,” concluded Kish. “We regard it in terms of an individual being able to enjoy the same freedoms and responsibilities as equal citizens in a given culture.”

 

But, for those who’ve yet to gain self-reliant, perceptual navigation skills? Or are taking their first steps exploring beyond their personal comfort-zone? National and local advocacy groups may afford an alternative path to nature.

 

SHARING RESOURCES AND WISDOM

 

“I’ve always been big on outdoor adventure,” said Beth Rival, 61, of Berlin, Connecticut. “I swim at the ocean, walk on the beach. It’s a great stress release.”

 

Rival’s hiking buddy, Maryanne Mellui, 56, of West Hartford, Connecticut, agreed. “You feel freer outside. I love hiking. I climb Madadnock every fall. I climb the White Mountains in New Hampshire. I snowshoe. It just proves to people in general that just because I’m blind doesn’t mean I still can’t do these things that you do. If you’re an outdoors person, which I already had been and Beth already had been, I still am that person. Just because I can’t see…I’m still that person.”

Rival nodded at the defiance in her friend’s voice. “Yes. I still love walking in the woods, listening to the birds. I have an app on my iPhone that lets me identify birdcalls. It’s awesome. But it’s a different way of enjoying nature. The sighted don’t understand it. They find it hard to relate to our way of exploring.”

 

Rival clapped her hands together for emphasis. “That’s why you hook up with agencies, organizations. You need peers and groups to access resources, to find activities and follow interests. These aren’t social cliques, but a chance to share each others solutions and technology.”

 

Rival and Mellui base their insights on direct experience. Rival’s a past president and current second vice president and board member of the Hartford-based National Federation of the Blind of Connecticut (NFBCT). She was declared legally blind at 19 and went completely blind at 45 due to rheumatoid arthritis complications, including swelling, cataracts and glaucoma.

 

Mellui is a former NFBCT secretary and current board member. She’s married, has two daughters, and works for Silver Lining Technologies of Hartford, fitting clients with low vision and blindness products including assistive technology like video magnifiers. She’s been legally blind for 11 years.

 

Rival’s just as active, with two daughters and four grandchildren – plus another on the way. She works part time designing spreadsheets for Nutmeg Senior Rides, a not-for profit Connecticut organization that provides transportation for seniors and disabled adults through a network of volunteer drivers.

 

Mellui said she felt “lost” when she was declared legally blind. To get a better idea of what that means: consider that a legally blind person with glasses or contacts will see an eye chart at 20 feet as well as a person with normal vision will see it at 200 feet.

 

“I felt there was no one my age that I could get in touch with,” continued Mellui. “So, joining an organization was wonderful for socialization. It let me find out what’s available. It’s great to be able to relate to what’s happened to somebody else, to be able to share our technology, to share knowledge You find someone who is close to your age that you can do things with socially and you know meeting Beth was one of the best things that ever happened to me.”

Maryanne Mellui and Beth Rival hit the trail with their dogs Aza and Finbarr Photo by Katherine Jurgens

Maryanne Mellui and Beth Rival hit the trail with their dogs Aza and Finbarr
Photo by Katherine Jurgens

 

Speaking to Barrow’s challenge and WAB’s work, Mellui said, “More people need to become independent. It’s a problem with a lot of people who become blind later in life. It’s true. They’re more afraid to get off the couch, to try anything new. But, if you connect with other people you can get your independence back. You can do anything you want to do, just in a different way.”

 

Rival added, “You can still run a marathon for instance. There’s a group called Guide Runners for that. There’re lots of groups that can help you find the resources you need to continue an active life.”

 

Mellui nodded. “That’s why you connect with one of these national or state organizations; whether it’s the National Federation of the Blind, the American Council of the Blind or the American Federation for the Blind. You might not like all the people or everything about their approach, but you’ll meet at least one person who can teach you something.”

 

Including perceptual navigation?

 

Each said they are aware of flash sonar and know someone who employs it, but they prefer the partnership they enjoy with their guide dogs, stating that working relationship with their dogs combined with active roles in advocacy creates the best route to self-reliance for them. Indeed, they answered Barrow’s challenge by contending, whichever route you choose, exploring the world at liberty is more fun and interesting with peers who can share resources and acquired wisdom.

 

ON THE TRAIL TO DISCOVERY

 

We were sitting in the sun-drenched booth of a Harrisburg, Pennsylvania, diner, Barrows, his wife Mary, and me.

Mary, 71, was on her way to conduct a local choir, she being as musically inclined as her husband and also the other half of their singing duo: Daybreak. She’d agreed to join us for a quick bite as Barrows and I confirmed latitude and longitude coordinates for a Susquehanna Appalachian Trail Club hike at Weiser State Forest…a trail so not taken it flummoxed my GPS.

 

Waiting for our orders, chatting of this and that, Mary, who is sighted, smiled at Brad and reminisced, “He told me he didn’t know what blind meant until he was in the first grade at The Boston Center for Blind Children.” She gave a slight shrug, “As a small child, how could he have known that not everyone perceived the world the same way he did?”

 

Brad and Mary Barrows Enjoying each others company at a Harrisburg, Pennsylvania diner. Photo: Katherine Jurgens

Brad and Mary Barrows
Enjoying each others company at a Harrisburg, Pennsylvania diner.
Photo: Katherine Jurgens

 

Barrows sat listening as Mary related, “The teacher explained it to him by placing a sheet of paper on his desk. She explained that there was something on that paper he couldn’t perceive. He, in his rebellious way (Brad’s grin widened), insisted, ‘There’s nothing on this paper.’ The teacher said, ‘Yes there is.’ That was how he came to understand that there was another way of perceiving that he didn’t understand.”

 

Barrows broke in with an emphatic, “Right.”

 

“Did that make you sad?” I wondered. “Or frustrated?”

 

“It made me curious. I didn’t find it sad at all.” He smiled broadly. “My first thoughts were, ‘Wow, I wonder what it is I’m missing?’”

He was determined to find out, has been ever since.”

 

Brad Barrows at the peak of the trail he hiked in Weiser State Forest, March 2015. Photo: Katherine Jurgens

Brad Barrows at the peak of the trail he hiked in Weiser State Forest, March 2015.
Photo: Katherine Jurgens

 

Story, Hike, Video and Slideshow by: Katherine Jurgens –

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